Does it count?

I had coliflower and special k then immediately puked it all up. Every last bit. But does it count? Should I wait to see if the scale cares? I know I feel like a filthy person for it, I am a terrible person for it and I'm a huge failure at everything. Nobody even wants to talk to me anymore. I'm more alone now than ever before. Although I know it will all be worth it in the end I just hate myself so much I am so stupid i cannot believe I fucking did that.. AHH does this mean i have to start over or if I still lost weight would you still count it as a fast? I think I may but I don't know anymore I just don't know because I am the biggest failure around.. I know I am, and I know I'll never amount to anything because I'm worthless. You know what I'm going to do rite now? I'm going to cut a very deep gash in my tongue so i simply can't eat because right now I m the fattest pig I know and I'm worthless and this is the only way right now because I am so sick of my worthlessness I am just done so here I go solving the issue. I'm just going to destroy the goddamn problem because after I cut it the only way they will get food in my body is through a tube. Which will never ever happen so FUCK THE WORLD AND SPECIFICALLY THE WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT I HAVE BECOME!