Sunday, July 10, 2011

I need to post every single day now.

So I figured I would let you know how great I am doing. Less than a week ago I weighed a WHOPPING 138 pounds. Today I am 131.2! That's 7.8 pounds(: This just proves when you pray to Ana, and you want something more than anything else. When you need to be thin to be the best you can be, she will help you. Ana will love you, and coddle you as her child because that's what you are. You are her aching child growing smaller into dreams that she can make reality. This is not a war this is a support system. Ana says when your feeling week the best way to go is drink water until you want to throw up, and go to Youtube.com and watch the success stories that you could soon add too! These stories are so inspiring and true! Ana will be part of us forever. When people say the first and second day of fasting are the hardest they're not kidding. After those initiation days you become a priestess of Ana, but if you defy her you should be ready to feel her horrible wrath, and her screams. When you eat its as if trying to commit suicide, Ana cries when she see's her sons and daughters so miserable that they eat their pain. As your fat bubbles around your face and thick thighs, your closest friend, your mother lays on her death bed in agony trying to figure out what she did wrong. When we all know it was never her fault it was all our own.. Honestly I have two tips and tricks for you right now.. that are so amazing! The first is cotton balls, they work wonders and if you're ever feel hungry swallow three or four of these babies and drink some water to get them down. Once in your stomach combined with water they expand so that you feel full four hours!  Another trick is pills, sleeping pills, laxatives, and water pills. The combination makes you pass out from tiredness so you aren't tempted to eat. Boosts you energy when you are awake and laxi's and water pills push excess food out and rid of water weight. Another trick I have recently come upon is one that is absolutely genius! Counting bones, whenever you count your bones its so much easier to imagine them becoming more and more visible to the point  of emaciation! So for those of you who think you can survive a measly month with out food, welcome to the wonderful world of success. I guess We'll meet the winners on the other side. I'm going to make a point to try and update every single day. Very Long and motivational posts, as well as try to add more Thinspiration  and music Samantha <3 You!!!

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