oh god!

I was going to do this thing where I eat healthy for a while and hopefully lose a few pounds everyday. That was until this guy I've liked for years got a webcam and wanted me to Skype with him now I have to stop eating. I cant be fat for him. I've told him about me ED and I cant let it look like I'm some attention whore. I need to get to 125 this weekend. Today I've had Green Beans but that's not that bad like 100 cals. Those things are ridiculously low in calories. Oh my god I am so scared!  This can't happen! This can't happen! Oh my god this is happening I cant let this happen! If you can't tell I'm fucking freaking out!!!!!!! I'm so fat and the longest i can stall this is until Monday I have to really not eat...